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 Before the Storm Dark Poetry 7/7/2017
 Lost Humanity Dark Poetry 5/8/2017
 Swallow Us Whole Insight 5/8/2017
 Hell's Revenge Dark Poetry 4/30/2017
 Cooling Fires Dark Poetry 4/30/2017
 Severed Dark Poetry 2/5/2017
 A Name  Dark Poetry 2/5/2017
 Masquerades of White Dark Poetry 2/5/2017
 The Rift Dark Poetry 2/5/2017
 Bless the Beast and the Children Misc 7/5/2012
 Pot of Shame Misc 7/5/2012
 Traces on the Wall Dark Poetry 7/5/2012
 Lunatic's Death Dark Poetry 7/5/2012
 Burning Insanity Collaborations 7/5/2012
 Her Hell Collaborations 7/5/2012
 Your Eyes I Love You 4/20/2012
 Black Wings Dark Poetry 4/12/2012
 Waiting on November Song Lyrics 4/10/2012
 'Neath that Oak Tree Life 4/9/2012
 Tale of Old Fantasy Poems 4/9/2012
 Broken Tune Insight 4/8/2012
 Petals of Love Spiritual Poems 4/8/2012
 Tree of Death Dark Poetry 4/8/2012
 Lying in Wait Insight 4/6/2012
 November's Chill Insight 4/6/2012
 Nature's Face Nature 4/4/2012
 Eternally Entwined I Love You 4/1/2012
 Forgotten Misc 3/30/2012
 Words Run Deep Dedications 3/29/2012
 Your Diary Insight 3/28/2012
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Before the Storm

Waves of anxiety crash around my thoughts
Leaving strife and dismay rattling about
Crouched in the corner of my mind I weep
I canít go back and undo the things Iíve done
But my feet wonít carry me forward
Stuck in limbo between who I was and who Iím going to be
Trapped inside myself until my heart lets go
The tempting emotions consume my being
Chewing me up internally
Words are thrown at me by those I held dear
Iíve lost respect where favour needing losing
Overcome by the contempt Iíve been shown
Decompressed anger shoots through my veins
Shattering my once beating heart
My soul hasnít combusted yet
But I feel an explosion coming on
I already know the aftertaste will linger
Destroying those in my path
I struggle to reign myself in
While the clouds grow darker
Freedom from this mental war is what I seek
The hurricane hasnít touched the surface
Itís still raging on my inner being
Inside Iím hoping the damage isnít severe
Begging those I love to run and take cover
Before the storm sets in and Iím lost at war with myself again.

7 July 2017

Just a poem about my anxiety and bi-polar.

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