I have foolishly done it again,
repeated my loss hoping for a win,

However please do not misunderstand,
No fault is yours and you're still a friend,

I put false hope in dreams wishing,
Knowing it was impossible in reality,

I'm frustrated with myself overwhelmed with this self pity,
absurd to think that I was capable of invulnerability,

You were not meant for me,
Even if I was blind this I can see,

I wish you the best if never again we meet,
My real dream man, your memory will live as long as my heart contunues to beat.

D.T. : J.A