I lay awake while everyone sleeps alone but yet all are near I close my eyes to hide that I've not slept no one knows the voices I hear pillows soaked from tears I've wept
its almost like I'm passing through a tunnel but never see the light I keep trudging through and the darkness creeps in but yet I push through again and again with all my might and visions of you steady my steps as I reach for the next bend
Why cant I let you go? why do you chase me in my dreams? no one would believe he things we've shared yet you vanish with awakening and my heart begins to scream why di I have to wake up why did I have to leave you there
I wanted more time I just wanted the dream to never end my visions of you and the talks we had but then I'm alone and awake once again when does time heal us? , me , your dad
nothing is the same we have lost ourselves in despair I try to think .. ' if only this or if only That' if I could just take your place out there OH DEAR GOD ! we want you back!
I wasn't your mother , I'm sure her faith has been shaken but as your step mother I loved you as my own I held her hand with our hearts breaking we said goodbye to you together but we were both alone
there is no amount of time that will erase this pain and I know that your life was carelessly taken please come back and tell me more cause I feel like I'm going in sane trying to figure out why our baby boy was taken.