July the 4th brings bang bang bang In my head like a bell rang. I see a gun My heard makes me feel to run. 4th of July brings flashbacks My mind runs off track. But through the many years I learned I can let there be tears. As now I'm free No more abuse to me. I still have many hidden tears Certain time of the year. Certain people, places or smells Another story my mind tells. I have to fight P.T.S.D and anxiety to Through the years I keep fighting thanks to all of you. Yes I get lonely but now I know I'm not alone As I keep to my self in my home. For I have Jesus and know you all care Thank you for helping me with the heavy load I bear. Many things I can do now no one to hurt me Differently things I now see. I send A big thank you As 4th of July comes enjoy with your family and know I pray for you to. Thank you all from just little me To everyone in the city in the valley on a mountain top and across the sea.