Lies and Deceit (Blog/ OMG the drama)
Well it seems like we have an Imposter here.
One who goes by the name of Shelly but is really Nancy.
Nancy is the one I moved to Ohio to be with.
It turned out I couldnt Love Her as I should and I moved on.
I left her before Christmas last year, I thought I was done with her.
She followed me here, Started posting poems two weeks ago.
I dont know how we contacted each other the first time.
It could have been me commenting on a new poem,
or Her searching me out and commenting first.
Nontheless she played it as a new poet and called herself Shelly.
Well she is a new poet I guess but not named Shelly.
I commented innocently on her poems, 8 of 10 till tonight.
We emailed back and forth commenting on each others work.
This last week she stepped up the dialogue and brought sex into it.
I saw red flags after her second poem, so was very cautious,
she uses a word wrong all the time.
I caught it in her second one, so I played it off to see where it would go.
It seems she is into an alternative sexual lifestyle now and tried to draw me in.
Said she lived in Erie, Pa. just a couple hours away.
Now if I wasnt in Love already and didnt have red flags flying,
she could have sucked me into her crap easily enough.
She promised much that is desirable to a single man, including multiple partners.
Being the skeptic I am I went along with her game, pushing for a meeting, a call, a picture. All to be denied or ignored. More red flags flew, until she blew it today.
She invited me into her chatroom with her 'friends' and the name she was using was one made up for halloween 'Swinging Vampress.' The chatroom was a chatroom, the usual thing ,but some of them wondered who she was as she knew them all and they didnt know her new name. She would not divulge her name but a few of them knew who she was and just called her vamp(they must have been in on it). Suddenly out of the blue a very familiar Name came into the room, this person I had met and his wife as well. They were from my AA chatroom, where I had met Nancy to begin with. He and she talked like old friends, which they were, Nancy had spent a week at their place during the summer. I confronted her in IM at that time stating ALL my suspicions about her and this man knowing each other, She went ballistic, more red flags popped up. I pretty much knew at that time I had been made a fool of by this woman again. She abruptly left and went offline, or at least that name did. I went about my business doing what I needed to do for the day and she came back online hours later.
She was using the same Vampress name and went into her room, I was already there waiting in the wings. The proof came when several people called her Nancy, not Shelly as she said. She was Busted, I had found her out at last, what I wonder about all this is what she possibly thought she was going to get out of it? The first hint of her I get I turn and run in the opposite direction. So, I guess I have a stalker and she is among us, and can change names at will. What does a guy do now? Doubt everybody I come into contact with? Look over my shoulder everywhere I go? What the Hell!!! I seriously thought I was done with her and here she pops her crazy little head into my life again.
I will pray tonight for myself to let God do his will in my life, and for Her as well for God to relieve her insanity. She is BPD which is Borderline Personality Disorder, she has several of them. I lived with her for 6 months, I know this for a fact. I have seen her 'normal', I have seen her in her acting persona, and the sex maniac, and I have seen the Crazy one as I stared up the blade of a dagger pressed to my heart into those crazed eyes. I will pray for her 8 year old daughter as well as she is the one who will suffer the most.
What's a guy to do?
By Mrjunkman
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