Rip my heart open and carve your name on to it
You have control over me, so you have me losing it
Just tell me that you love me even if it is fake
Because as long as I don't know I'll have no more pain to take
Every night, and day my eyes melt into burning tears
And my body shivers into nothing but my deadly fears
I'm burning in water, and drowning in fire
And there is no going higher
The only way out is under
I'm desperate for love, so I wear my heart on my sleeve
And I get so aggravated that I slam your door and just leave
I'm not ordinary, I bleed tears
And I don't waste years
I spend years...waiting for you to change your mind
But as th years pass I'm just falling behind
There's no longer love around to find
And no one is kind
Nothing, but hate exists
So as you wipe away these tears of blood, and blood of tears with your poison kiss
I'll smile a frown
And put on this broken crown
And I shout out to the town
That I'm the melting candle without the flame
I'm the lion that is fierce, but tame
I didn't come, but I came
I'm different, but I'm the same
I'm the flood without the water
I'm the back burner that won't get any hotter
I'm the voice in your head that doesn't talk
I'm the one who runs a marathon, but walks
I'm the one who won't open even without a lock
I'm the boat in the water not tied to the dock
I'm a curl in a little girls hair that is straight
I'm the one who gives off love of hate
I control your destiny, but not your fate
I'm always early, but late
I'm stitches without the wound
I'm the softest sounding instrument that is not in tune
I'm friends with you, but It is not more
I am the whole heart, but I am torn
I'm the black that is white
I'm the one who is loving you, but it is not right
I'm the mess that stood there neatly loving you
Well I guess that I am everything, but with you.