betrayal
I sat with my mouse in hand
and keyboard afront,
browsing the internet
for a friend to connect.
Things started out normal,
chats and banters with you,
our hardassed attitudes
from all we'd been through.
Flirting was fun,
long whispers at night,
I knew from the beginning
this was all so right.
Pain held me back,
I was a little bit shy,
the reassurance you provided
had been buried a long time.
You promised to be there
for my dreams and long haul,
the sound of a lifetime
that played through our calls.
Finally, a special sound-
you begged me that night!
Said it was time to meet eachother,
I couldn't wait to have you in sight.
I stood at your door
my heart pounding so fast,
your arms wrapped me so tightly
like your husband was home atlast!
It felt like forever,
like we were meant to be,
you and I for a lifetime-
it was truly destiny.
A half hour in your arms,
the scent of white diamonds,
that sexy look you returned,
when i looked in your eyes.
You slid your hand in mine
and pulled me into your bedroom,
mad, passionate love created
feeling every pulse within you!
We kissed eachother good night,
I had to go for a while
you had things to accomplish
before you traveled those long miles.
I was blind when i left,
unaware it'd be the last time
I'd ever feel the love you gave,
for it all turned into lies.
No t e x t or a call
to say things were alright,
hours flew into days-
surviving many lonely nights.
Finally a message comes thru
as happiness floods within,
only to read anger, hate, and lies-
telling me you're with him!
Smothered feelings of despair
as my world crashes in,
isolated from betrayal-
alone, with no where to turn.
You raped me of my trust,
took advantage of my heart;
left me standing without closure!
Your echoes of hatred, a peircing dart!
What we had was meant to be
had you been honest with it all,
my life was yours by 'destiny's choice'
instead, you let it fall.
So in closing, love, just know
I will really miss your lies,
and the feeling of 'we were meant to be'
our ending was 'quite the surprise!'
By Wind Whisper
© 2008 Wind Whisper
(All rights reserved)
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