AnGel
Why must you torture my soul
with your impressive curse
taking my heart
shredding my wings once more
i dare not venture out of the darkness
in silence i found temporary peace
but in the absence of your presence
i knelt down and writhed at my face
my neck was cut
pouring blood soothed the pain
knowing of what lay ahead
i faded back to the shadows
and hid behind my mask
speaking only to your prince
Crying deep down inside
i conjured a smile
trying so hard to turn away
keeping myself at arms length
holding on to life
cause i have no one else to hold on to
wishing i could have somebody to hold
my words are flowing slow
the banks are closing in
a rock in my river of love
and i just cant get it out
i flow slowly
for my inspiration has gone
and as i rise from the ground
blood stained and deserted
emotions running wild
unable to think
cause you've poisoned me yet again
no cure for this kind
i shall forever be damned
coward is what i am
and coward is what i shall remain
shredded wings
shattered halo
twisted harp
broken heart
I remain here
In my room of doom
your MY AnGel
and that is why i travel under the name
many countries know me by AnGel
the name made for you.
Fallen AnGel, with a AnGel by his side
Screaming in to the shadows
I call for my heart to return
to be released by it's guardian, AnGel
free my heart from this dark abyss
or forever hold it close to yours
for i cannot control what i can not conquer
so i beg for you
kill me from the inside
not like you did long ago
let the AnGel become the Eagle
give me life
give me life
GIVE ME LIFE
i lay dying without your touch
unable to grasp your love
unable to spend just a second
just once more
just one laugh
just one breath
just in case there's just one left
Longing for the love which i crave
i dare not seek out another
i shower you with these poems
cause you showered me with hope
so long ago, but i remember it well
i hope the snow visits us again
cause then i know i shall see you
almost a year ago
we spent time together in the snow
then almost a year on
you read my poems
with snow in the air
this is the signal
that you're not alone
be with me always
when the snow fall by your home
unable to get you out of my head
i listen for your call
unable to hear your voice
i write for my life
the love keeps me going now
no hope left in this world
this cruel world that has no forgiveness
this cruel world of which you know
this cruel world
this cruel world
This dirty World
AnGel i know you're with me, in another world may our paths finally meet once more
By eagle000100
© 2008 eagle000100
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