What else
I've never asked you for anything.
I've never expected gifts, or trinkets, or special treatment.
All I have expected from you has been truth and faithfulness.
The only two things I thought were standard,
the only two things that I demanded...
those are the two that you denied me.
What do you think about me?
Do you think I'm easy?
easy to fool,
easy to have.
Do you think I'm difficult?
Difficult to balance?
Difficult to please?
Do you know what you did to me?
That you say I don't deserve
and you say you'll never do again?
Do you know that I cry?
because I can't have you back.
I can't have you in the first place.
Is this too hard for me?
I've been debating for so long what I need to do.
Do I stay or do I go?
do I run or do I hide?
do I defeat, or do I submit?
Will I be the first to say goodbye?
How long will this take?
this healing
this pain
Will I reach my end first?
the end of my heart?
the end of my life?
Is there anything that we can do?
that you can do?
... that you can do?
I don't know what else to do.
By bcf2006
© 2008 bcf2006
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