Seekin Spiritual Eyes through Human Eyes
 

 
The seams tear like the suffering of several roads now
however each & every time I get led back to the same place, gone
Will I continue along?
God is with me, I know
but still, I feel lost, and that is a part of the long, dreadful show
Below … Thy current into the pits of my soul … I shall not fall
God is with me, I know

Been keeping my head towards the gray sky
but I still keep falling and drifting away from where Thy shall be
Continue along? Beside the ocean? or fall into the depths of the sea?
Jesus is holding me, I know
but still, I feel alone, and that is a part of the long, dreadful show
Below … Thy current to rock bottom, shut them up with a long, dreadful ---
God is with me, I know, I know, I know

The pits are tearing, the sufferings are seaming, steaming my head, until …
I am not caring
I am not caring
I am not carrying
I am not carrying
I’m sorry I’m not carrying nor wearing, only weary and tiring -
Thus finally retiring

I realize that it has been one long road
I am not in the same place
I am where I should be
This is because of faith, I know

What I know is not what I feel
my feelings are sometimes not real
and what I know sometimes I don't really know
It’s the end to the show
so my conclusion is this...
I must make a choice, to live or to die:
to the depths of the ocean or to the height of the night sky
this is through my human eyes … however I can’t see
I realize that I cannot see, nor be
therefore my feelings are sometimes not real
and what I know sometimes I don't really know
It’s the end of this show
so my conclusion is this...
I still have to make a choice, to live or to die
OH NO! How can I make a choice if I cannot see?
I have to find away to see
I really have to find away to see, I have to find a way to be
I have to find a way to be, to see
My life depends on this and I am blind!
God, Please, through faith, Give me a sign!

I can feel the Holy Spirit with me now
It’s the end of the show, I’m in the depths of the sea
The water is flooding my lungs…
I JUST COULDN’T SEE!!!

By Hot Stud

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