Family
My mother died
When I was eleven
Leaving behind
My brother and sister’s
And I
We had our father to raise us
But he could not do it alone
So being next to the oldest
I had to assume
A role
A role of a leader
To the younger ones
Making sure
That what they had to do
Was done
I learned to cook
At an early age
I had no choice
My father needed me
My older sister
And I
Took over the house
Cooking and cleaning
Doing laundry too
We did it all
Did what we had to do
Most of us grew older
And made lives of our own
Then one day
Dad was called home
The youngest sister
Was only fourteen
So I took her in
To live with me
She looked at me,
Like her mom
Because it seemed,
I had played that role
For so long
She was only two,
When our mom died
To little to know
What she had lost in life
My husband and I
We took her in
I was only eighteen
And a new bride
But she was my sister
The baby you see
I could not leave her
She needed me
So we took her in
Gave her a home
And we raised her
Until she was grown
As she grow older
She made some mistakes
She got pregnant
At an early age
A baby at fifteen
And then three more
She had gone so wild
I could not control her anymore
She got married
And settled down
But then she started hanging
With the wrong crowd
She got into drugs
And lost her kids
Her husband went to prison
For things he had done
All the while I was watching
Her world come undone
I went to her time and time again
Telling her to please
Let me in
Let me in and offer her help
I wanted her to know
She did not have to face this
All by herself
I took her in
Once again
Brought her back to my home
She seemed,
To be fine
She had a job
She came home,
Each and every night
I knew where she was
And who she was with
Or at least I thought
I did
Then I found out
She had hooked up
With a man
Who was older than her
She left my house
To move in with him
That is when more trouble
Began
He was drug user
I would come to find out
And he took my sister
To a drug house
She was sitting at a table
When the bullets flew
Only twenty nine years old
And her life
Was through
I could not save her
Lord knows I tried
But in the end
A bullet and drugs
Took her life
I live with that daily
I question myself
Could I have done more
Done something
Else
Could I have saved her
If she had let me in
I’ll never know those answers
It’s now to late
And I deal with that
Each and everyday
Sibling Tribute With Dream Girl
By
badmac
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