Family
 
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My mother died
When I was eleven
Leaving behind
My brother and sister’s
And I

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We had our father to raise us
But he could not do it alone
So being next to the oldest
I had to assume
A role

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A role of a leader
To the younger ones
Making sure
That what they had to do
Was done

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I learned to cook
At an early age
I had no choice
My father needed me

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My older sister
And I
Took over the house
Cooking and cleaning
Doing laundry too
We did it all
Did what we had to do

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Most of us grew older
And made lives of our own
Then one day
Dad was called home

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The youngest sister
Was only fourteen
So I took her in
To live with me

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She looked at me,
Like her mom
Because it seemed,
I had played that role
For so long

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She was only two,
When our mom died
To little to know
What she had lost in life

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My husband and I
We took her in
I was only eighteen
And a new bride

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But she was my sister
The baby you see
I could not leave her
She needed me

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So we took her in
Gave her a home
And we raised her
Until she was grown

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As she grow older
She made some mistakes
She got pregnant
At an early age

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A baby at fifteen
And then three more
She had gone so wild
I could not control her anymore

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She got married
And settled down
But then she started hanging
With the wrong crowd

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She got into drugs
And lost her kids
Her husband went to prison
For things he had done

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All the while I was watching
Her world come undone
I went to her time and time again
Telling her to please
Let me in

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Let me in and offer her help
I wanted her to know
She did not have to face this
All by herself

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I took her in
Once again
Brought her back to my home

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She seemed,
To be fine
She had a job
She came home,
Each and every night

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I knew where she was
And who she was with
Or at least I thought
I did

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Then I found out
She had hooked up
With a man
Who was older than her

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She left my house
To move in with him
That is when more trouble
Began

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He was drug user
I would come to find out
And he took my sister
To a drug house

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She was sitting at a table
When the bullets flew
Only twenty nine years old
And her life
Was through

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I could not save her
Lord knows I tried
But in the end
A bullet and drugs
Took her life


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I live with that daily
I question myself
Could I have done more
Done something
Else

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Could I have saved her
If she had let me in
I’ll never know those answers
It’s now to late
And I deal with that
Each and everyday

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Sibling Tribute With Dream Girl









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By badmac

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