My Life
At times life gets us down then things turn around and good can be found.
Yet as I set outside and look around at all Gods creations it brings a smile and a sparkle to my eyes.
I love this time of year planting flowers and watching them grow .
Everything coming to life turning green ,So many birds flying around busy making nest.
And more kittens for me to feed and take in we got 4 for now I just love them all.
I will find homes for them minus one that I will keep his name is Garfield .
He's just a little fat ball of fur all yellow and white he's so full of energy it's just not right..smile...
It seem like no matter where I go animals seem to find me even my neighbors dogs.
I can't even smile at them or they come running to me . There's a dog named Rusty down the street. He's so lovable and sweet every time we get out of the car he's there to greet us with a waging tale. He runs free and checks out every house on our street.
I like our home and our dear land lord Tony he's such a sweetheart but worries to much about me.
I worry about him the poor man he has no kidneys no kids and no wife.
He can barley walk any more but we love him like family he's been so kind.
He loves the flowers I plant every year all the bright colors make him happy.
I have M.S. and I have trouble walking to the kind I have is no fun at all.
In pain most of the time the steal rods in my back don't help and at times the meds don't either.
My husband ask how I stand it the numbness and my limp and all the rest and still smile.
I just know you gotta keep going can't give up I'm use to the pain and God helps me through all my trials.
I talk to him like he's right at my side and he hears me when I ask for his help he gives me strength .
When I put my problems in his hands everything seems to work out .
He surrounds me with caring people that protect me from harm ,pray for us and uplift my spirits .
And what would I be without my faith in God he has done so much for me .
I don't think I could walk at all without his healing Grace there was a time I couldn't move a thing for two weeks.
I had to learn to walk all over again without stepping on my own feet it took me 3 months to get out of a wheelchair .
It was one of the hardest things I have ever been through but God was at my side and many online friends to.
I was so determined to walk again I prayed every day and worked very hard to get strong again.
For some reason I don't really know I made a difference in others lives to in rehab.
Everyone started trying harder and they seemed happy when I was around.
And some of the nurses were watching and wondering and even cried .
I felt no pain at all after surgery and refused any meds they thought I was nuts.
But God took my pain away and gave me the will power to go on .
I learned a lot going through all that and then a divorce at the end .
My whole life changed because of that and I'm much happier and stronger inside my spirit now.
So I don't care how bad it hurts I won't stop walking and doing things and trying to live as normal as I can.
And I won't wine and cry or feel sorry for my self because I know how lucky I am to walk at all...I feel blessed !
By GodsChildOfLove
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