LOST ON THE BRINK
THIS WAS A DARE BY MY FRIEND BONNIE IT IS A MULTI WRITE 11 IN ONE AND YOU NEED A TISSUE.
I am standing at the threshold of sanity,
As I journey back in time to before I was broken.
Before the promises, promises that destroyed me.
I know once there I will remember it all. The pain , after the joy.
My weary eyes o a thin disguise hiding who I was.
Within your embrace I felt so safe, our love was everything.
Thats why I was so excited to see you come home after work
that night.I had it all planned, romantic dinner,cuddling by the
fire after. This was a night we would always cherish.
A memory to last a life time. Embedded in our love and hearts.
Every thing was going so well, as we cuddle on cushions.
You were holding me so close, saying all the right things.
It was time to share my news. My dearest, you have promised
to love me forever and be as one; but I have a surprise my love.
We will soon be three as our love has brought the greatest gift,
I am carrying this miracle of love.
What is wrong?! Where are you going?! I thought you would be happy?
Darling please what are you so upset about. We talked of having family.
Please don't leave, tell me what has you so upset.
You left in a hurry, slamming the door behind you, leaving me only questions.
I cried all night and it was on the news the next day, you ran off the road at high speeds.
I would never know why. Wait what are they saying? On the news they say
you have left a wife and three children to morn. OHHH NOOOOO. I hear screaming in the distance.
All your promises to love me forever they were lies. What of our child? My mind is whirling and who is screaming?
I woke up in the hospital. The neighbor heard me screaming, but by the time she got there I had passed out.
I was alone no family to come and help. You were my family. The Doctor comes in and tells me that in my hysteria
I have miscarried my child, and now even that is gone. I am fading into deep sadness and disbelief.
I feel tears roll down my face, because you are just a memory. I don't know how this happened.
I loved you so much and it was a lie. I have lost the only miracle I will ever know, the child we shared.
I don't know how long I have been here, I stare at the candles glowing in the wind, no purpose to it anymore.
They ask 'What does your heart say?'
I answer I have no heart left, just one priceless time that I will always remember. Those happy days with you and the promises you gave.
They light the candles for others and all I can do is watch them burn gently in the wind. On the brink of never returning
to the sanity I once new. Do not judge me for the hurt and insanity I now face. Cast no stones till you are here .
Why can't I let you go? Why can't they understand how my mind is dieing in this pain.
Will I ever be free of this pain? I don't know I want to be. I just know I am here and want to die. Why?
Because I can and because it is there in the depths of my sorrow. Calling me to escape this insanity and
ripping in my soul.
DOC DYR
TINY TEDDY
JOURNEY BACK IN TIME
BADMAC (BRENDA)
WHAT DOES YOUR HEART SAY
UNANSWERED QUESTIONS
LYDIA
FTD
PROMISES, PROMISES
TOMFOOLLERY
WITHIN YOU EMBRACE
RAINSPIRIT
BECAUSE IT'S THERE
TOMFOOLLERY
CANDLES GLOWING IN THE WIND
DARLENE HYLTON
TRAJIC LOVE
MICHAELDRAGON
REALM OF DARKNESS
BROKEN HEART CHALLENGE
BETTY
I FEEL TEARS ROLL DOWN MY FACE, BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST A MEMORY
CHERRYCK
CAST NOT STONES
CTSS
DARKDEER
STANDING AT THE THRESHOLD
KNIGHTWRITER
WEARY EYES OF A DISGUISE
By doc_dyr
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