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Thus the princess spoke of dreams.
'It's such a joke or so it seems;
who would have thought that I could be
seduced by a dream's reality?
How in the world could I ever say
that I dream of him in the light of day?
How could I approach such a shaky limb?
What exactly could I say to him?'
I said, 'Princess, if I've heard you right
You need some words that have some bite.
Let me see what I can write.'
...the shivery touch of dreams begin.
is it love or is it sin ?
my body reacts to the lightest touch
of even thought, it does so much.
caressingly, touching me
at times in reality
the slightest touch
still does so much
even in my fantasy
that you're sleeping next to me.
sad it seems, just in dreams;
I wish it were reality.
The methadone of masturbation
sometimes helps the situation.
Are you shocked; am I too bold?
It's quite normal, so I'm told;
I dream of other times and ecstasies
and other climbs through fantasies.
right now, I miss you so, I fear.
if we were standing close and near,
at this moment, at this time,
then love would be a breathless climb.
I feel a need,
I do indeed
But, instead of stating it
I find I'm sublimating it.
I'm withdrawing in my head.
I'll think of something else instead.
But, every night the dreams return
Every night I toss and turn
Every night I dream again.
Is it love or is it sin?....
The princess spoke to me again.
'I'm so confused and in such pain.
Like a celibate nun
must I sublimate one
desire for another?
I miss my friend so very much;
his feel, his taste, his body's touch.
But, I still don't know in reality
what he really feels for me.
He has sincere intentions
or so it seems.
All I have are questions
and dragon dreams.
He put me on a pedestal
and left me standing there.
He doesn't come, he doesn't call,
it's as if he didn't care.'
I think I've made a big mistake.
He has pursued but will never take
the time to find the rhyme with me.
Yes, it's just sex occasionally.
I'm not happy, no surprise.
Depression rules, my ego lies
Hurt again by another man.
It isn't love
It isn't sin
It just isn't and never was.
And it only hurts because
I was wrong once again.
What do I know of men ?'
I said quietly, 'Princess, listen carefully.
Don't forget it's you who let
this man in and let him get
involved with you.
You know it's true
You've let a man
Too close to you.
There's no room and there's no time
Left for you, but what's his crime?
He made no promise, not a word.
Dry your tears it's quite absurd.
Give your head a shake, girl.
It's not the end of any world
Give your head a shake, doll.
He cares...but not enough is all.'
Again she spoke,
'I cry, I choke.
I'm at a loss
this mad coin toss
of indecision eats at me.
I'm standing by a strange and foreign sea.
At times his waves have carried me.
Yet, I stand alone on this foreign shore.
Wishing for what? Wishing for more.
Wishing if only
I wasn't so lonely.
Standing alone on this shore,
wishing for just a bit more.'
'Princess, dear, it might be best
to check those feelings you've repressed.
Check them all objectively;
calmly check reality.
It might not bite you know.
If it does
it's because
it wasn't meant to be.'
You're choking on a wishful thought;
count the blessings you have got.
Sometimes blessings are disguised.
With time perhaps, you'll realize
that this one may not be the one
though you've had some laughs and fun.
The one who's truly meant for you
will love completely and love true
and you will lose uncertainty
while learning love's reality!'
Time can tell if love is true.
yes, time will tell the tale for you.
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this is the full version of Sun Princess (number 1)
By blind poet
© 2008 blind poet
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