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What I Feel on 11/20.08
 
There’s a deep disgust in the way I feel,
my mind is not working in synch
Seeing a therapist to figure the deal.
But hell, this moment, what do I think?

Clinical depression the doctors call it,
sounds so neatly packaged up.
So many things hurt as you recall it
when the mind’s wiring goes corrupt.

One minute I want to be your best friend
and the next you can kiss my ass.
I’ve actually forgotten how to pretend,
take these pills, it will all just pass.

I know I’m screwed up, but not insane,
when you blow smoke up my ass it whistles.
This crap even manifests physical pain,
not unlike rolling around naked in thistles.

Kinder and gentler is what I’m seeking,
while dealing with the demons underneath.
A phony smile stinks ‘til it’s reeking,
yet it’s better than being given to seethe.

There’s a deep disgust in the way I feel,
my sleep these days comes in fits and starts
In the middle of the night out of bed I steal,
then I pour my heart and soul into my arts.

Writing poetry at 4:00 AM releases me
‘fore the activities of the day can crush my dreams
There’s somehow clarity in what I want to say,
not buried in subterfuge and schemes.

For me, writing is therapy number one,
it allows me to step into other shoes for a while.
I can write about cloud watchers having fun
and allow myself a self-satisfied smile.

There’s a deep disgust in the way I feel,
but I’ll push on and continue the act.
If I’m upbeat and smiling I can conceal
the conflicts that are happening, in fact.

When day comes to end my bed calls me in
but it only really wants to flirt with me.
I know I’ll be up much too early, writing again,
whomever chooses to read is the beneficiary.


Submitted for Mud Hen's 'day come to end' challenge

By AlwaysMyWords

© 2008 AlwaysMyWords (All rights reserved)

 

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