walking alone
Blue, Black, and Silver
are the colors of me,
but you wouldnt have a clue...
Red covers my body
as anger corrodes the soul.
Black is my shadow,....
the darkness within,
dusty soot on this walking grave;
yellow took over in the very beginning
til the heart became naive.
Silver sparks in my twinkle
the eyes of the soul,
emitting rays of light;
obedient to ever-after...
satin hopes in satterwhite.
Blue resentment of trust,
wandering streets of disgust,
afraid and lost on my own;
I sit at the computer
with mouse in hand,
waiting anciously by the phone.
How do I finish
this journey I began?
I dont know which way to go,
I always thought when I ventured out
that I lived and breathed alone.
Then one day
the truth came about...
the day you passed away,
While I was out learning to live,
you were with me the whole way.
Now that you're gone
i'm losing control
of the grip i thought i had
no where to turn, no one to talk to...
been feeling really sad.
so i wake up each day
as emptiness sinks deeper
still feeling like a little girl
i wish i could be like everyone else
strong and secure in this fast paced world
my life is a waiting game
but for what i dont know
it all gets taken away
people think we hold the control
because its so easy for them to say
but i know different
to each is his own
no story can truly compare
so as i sit with hopes in ponder
i'll just lose myself more every year.
dedication to Brenda Balch R.I.P
By Wind Whisper
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