Never Again
I have pushed myself to a limit which now I am close to the edge. I took that step but, death I did not pledge. I broke down and getting up seemed so far away. My heart is in a race, my mind is astray. Life did not seem to be important and, my mind said no one cared.
I told them I was tired and was going to take my life made them scared. Bottle up inside were these feelings I never shared, talking about them to my family I never dared. Fights and arguments all the time only made me feel worse with so much pressure on my chest and, my eyes filled with tears were about to burst. Running away from the situations did not make me feel any better.
I was going to kill myself and tell everyone I loved them in a letter. I tied a cord around my neck as tightly as I could. Satan had control over my mind and told me that I should. As my head begin to get light I turned around and all of my loved ones were insight. I could here the paramedic's say, 'This girl here is going to be alright.' I am glad the devil did not take me because of my sins but, this is one event that i can say that will happen Never Again!
By Ms2tru
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