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It’s Not Your Fault They Say…
 
It’s not your fault they say
Will you ever believe that some day?
As in your mind maybe you could had done things differently
I know as the thoughts like that still comes to me
I knew the jar of pickles wasn’t the kind he said to get
But the only ones they had who though over pickles you’d get hit
I knew to stir his coffee and then take the spoon out of the cup
But I forgot who though over that he’d get so mad and tough
I had dinner done just on time
He was late now was that really a fault of mine
I wanted to see my kids my friends and my family
My fault I was kept in a room without a key
My fault he tried many times to end my life
My fault he shot me and to my chest put his knife
Many times as I think of the broken bones
My fault he said that we ended up with a broken home
Forgiveness for him I have done
Yes I forgive him but the pictures in my mind still run
I hid secrets I hid tears I hid the pain
Now I’m learning it wasn’t my fault he called me stupid and those kinds of names
I did everything he said to do
I did my best to
He raped me again and again
It’s your fault as you hide the pain within
It was my fault for everything that went wrong
My thoughts still linger on
Yes times I think was it really my fault as others say no
But you can’t help the thoughts that come and go
The flashbacks the nightmares might go on forever
But no more abuse to me never never never
I pick up my pen and write to help others know it took many years for me
To listen that it’s not my fault those words are hard to believe
I am learning that is true
I hope anyone going thought abuse believes it to
We seem to believe there lies we feel to take the blame
We think that yes we did wrong and hang our head in shame
It’s not your fault they say
Will you ever believe that some day?





(Challenge write for=whispermoon.
Forgiveness, tears; forever, pen.)


By Just little me

© 2011 Just little me (All rights reserved)

 

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