Too far gone * trig x
Too far gone
I'm too far gone I'm left for dead,
There will be no more days ahead,
Couldn't you hear me calling,
My heart is crushed and I'm slowly falling,
Always pouring my heart out,
Getting pushed away no one cares,
That's without a doubt,
So don't pretend to always care,
Cos that just isn't fair
No body seems to wana help,
Not even when I cry and do my biggest yelp,
My suicide feelings have definitley grown,
I'm left to cope all alone,
Feeling so weak no energy left to fight,
This is my final cry as i dye tonight,
I deserve.and should be dead,
So ill kill myself instead,
No point in screaming
I'm going to kill myself sorry you'll think your dreaming,
But I can no longer take the pain,
If I stay trust me ill have nothing to gain,
Can't you hear my breaking heart
There's no where to hide, so I sat here and cried,
Taking my sharpest strongest knife,
Crying my eyes out as I'm just about to take my own life,
I tearfully dig the blade right across my skin,
Quickly writing a note
My pain is so strong please don't make me hold on, it read,
I start to shake so much
There's no one home I don't wana dye alone
Incredably cold, I'm so scared I want someone to hold,
Blood pours down my wrist
I'm about to dye and I know I won't be missed
Body is full of blood face is so pale,
Getting weaker and weaker my body falls to the ground,
Minutes later family was home,
My body was found,
Faintly hearing screams and a breaking heart,
Which was my mum falling apart,
I whispered with my final breath,
I'm sorry I love you,
She swung her arms around.me so tight,
Crying her eyes out while I slowly loose the fight,
Looking into my eyes she knew it was too late to save me,
No longer breathing I was dead,
There was so many words left unsaid.
Dani Stanford July 2012
By shygal
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