Prepare for Darkness
In a room full of mirrors
So much runs past my eyes
The long ago bloodstained floors
Of who I used to be
Graced by the joy that appeared
And seems to slowly vanish
How quickly the events seem to change
The breakneck speed of life
I feel on my back the haunting I lived in
How scared I am of this
The lose feeling of a slipping life
Strangled by the mass chaos of desire
I cannot allow myself to be prisoner to myself again
But now I seem to chase a principle
The emotion that was unbreakable
Now being questioned and contemplated
I know what awaits me
If the ledge gives way
But control is something that only exist in my mind
I only wish I was more prepared
But instead I marveled at invincibility
And never considered the possibilities
By blue ocean
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