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The Bitter Truth
 
I was so burdened by the happenings in my life
It took me so long to actually realize
Just how much you mean to me
Since my mind's been on you constantly
I have known for so long my perfect half
But he was only in my dreams, oh what a laugh
There is no person for me oozing with perfection
No one person to become that with any type of correction
However, I do realize that you are the closest person to be
The one to capture my heart and hold it exclusively
I have been in a constant state of indecisive behaviours
That mostly focused on the high returns of sexual favours
This bomb just hit me only today
It left my heart in shambles since it blew me away
I have actually admitted to myself the love I have for you
And recognized you were the 'One' I was waiting on too
Unfortunately, no matter what my heart says
At some point I know my mind will stray
This is why I have decided to write this instead
Of trying to explain it to you from my head
Because the words that may reach your ears
May just sound as if I never really cared
The truth is I do not want to cause you pain
As I did in the past to others again and again
I do not want you to become another statistic
Because you are truly the closest to being my 'perfect'
The past is all gone and this I know
But I am still haunted by it and feel like a big zero
You may not understand what I am trying to say
Neither agree to how I am dealing with it in this way
Just understand that this is mainly to offer you protection from what I do
Because I am truly, deeply and sincerely in love with you
If this totally confuses you and it really should by now
Don't worry, because even as I write this, I am asking what, why and how
Let me just break it down as simple as can be
I am a creature that seeks to feed on its prey sexually
So being pleasured by one appeases me for a time
But when loses its flavour, it is a new victim I must find
It sounds awful, I know, coming from me
Knowing what my goals in life are especially
This is the raw fact of truth
Escaping my mind to come to you
And I prefer you to hear it now rather than later
To prevent you from saying, 'I hate her!'
You have opened my eyes and made me open my heart
But I needed to end this even before it officially start
I hope that this explains it all in a way you understand
The real reason I shouldn't have you as my man
It hurts to deny and reject the feelings I have for you
But it is something I really had to do
Even though all this is said and done
Please remember I will always love you, hon

By fyahphoenix

© 2013 fyahphoenix (All rights reserved)

 

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