Live And Love To Die
 
I’m in love with a boy
Who doesn’t even love me anymore
Can't get him out of my head
I crave for his warmth
Every winter day
Everything ended
It was all my fault
Even if it wasn’t
It’s just how it felt.

I’m obsessed with the darkness
It’s holding my soul
In shaking hands
Far away from my reach
And it refuses to let it go
It takes away my pain sometimes
Because it clouds my heart
So I see nothing but black.

I’m confused about the life I live
I cannot find the path I need to walk
I turn dyslexic
Trying to understand the simple things
I give up
I can't take it anymore
Don’t know where to go
Or what to do
So I sit here on the wooden floor
Waiting for a sign of direction.

I’m happy one minute
Then sad the next
When I see the world
Turning slowly enough
To grasp a snowflake
And watch it melt away
The beauty of the sky
Doesn’t compare to the beauty
Of everything that is death

We must live and love to die
And die to live and love.

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