Scared
Mommy wanted me to go to court today
but i was way too scared
i really didnt want to see him
my biological father i fear
he use to be so mean
abusive in so many ways
he doesnt have the right to see me
he doesnt deserve to see my face
he use to hit my mommy
almost took her life
they say im too young to understand
but i know wrong from right
what if he would have killed her
she would not be here today
she is my heart and soul
i dont ever want to see his face
i feel so scared of him
i wish he would go so far away
see he use to kick me down and hurt me
he called me so many ugly words
do you think the has the right to see me
my sister and i fear him so
he use to hit my mommy
i seen it with my own eyes
i heard her tears fall
i sat with her when she cried
im so scared i hope he never gets the right to see me
i dont want to be part of his life
he scares me deep and i have no feelings for him
i feel nothing for him inside.
Nicole AshLey McConiga 2003
By Nicole Ashley McConiga
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