Diary of the unborn
Day 1
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Dear diary
Today I became aware, I'm not sure what I am or why I'm here but it sure is nice this much is clear. Floating around in this liquid filled ball I'm not sure of my size but I know I'm real small.
Day 2
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Dear diary
Today I heard someone outside who was offering advice, I think it's about the size of a grain of rice. I may be small but I sure feel strong, oh wait what's that I hear...a song. Such a wonderful sound a sweet melody, I guess it's coming from my future mommy.
Day 3
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Dear diary
Mommy was sad today I could hear her cry I feel hurt inside and I heave a sigh. There's another voice so much deeper now, get rid of it he yells and I'm thinking how?
Mom won't let that happen she loves me too much, ouch! what was that it felt like a punch.
Day 4
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Dear diary
I don't remember much of yesterday it seems I was asleep for most of the day. I do feel sore though I'm not sure why, please God today don't let mommy cry. She seems too quiet something doesn't seem right, oh mommy is there no end to your plight. I wish I could share what's going on in here my arms and legs are almost here.
Day 5
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Dear diary
I started to suck my thumb today and I can now hear so clearly what everyone outside says. Most days mom is happy and she sings a sweet song but other days she still cries, oh I wish I knew what was wrong.
Day 6
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Dear diary
I'm starting to get a little afraid I can sense something is wrong with mommy today. She keeps on saying sorry over and over again and how she really isn't to blame. I heard her say she has no choice, oh mommy I wish you could hear my voice. I want to tell you I love you so, more than perhaps you'll ever know.
Day 7
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Dear diary
I awoke today to mommies screams for a minute I thought it a terrible dream. She's shouting at someone I think it's my dad, oh how this makes me so terribly sad. He keeps saying it's 'it' or me, I love you too daddy can't you see. My fingers and toes are all counted for, daddy I'm a boy could you ask for more.
Day 8
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Dear diary
Mommy seems afraid today her heartbeat is so fast more so than any other day. I sense that something is so terribly wrong, oh mommy I'm afraid please sing me a song. Tell me you love me, tell me you care, I wish I could let you know I'm aware.
Day 9
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Dear diary
Today I'm so sad for I heard mommy say, I'm sorry my child but there is no other way. There's been no movement from mom for quite some time, it's since I the doctor said, everything will be fine.
Day 10
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Dear diary
There's a lot of noise coming from outside, I'm looking around but there's no place to hide. Something bad is happening I know this is true, please help me mommy I don't know what to do. Mommies moving now but it doesn't seem right, things in here are getting awfully tight. I get the feeling I'm about to come out, no I'm not ready I want to shout.
Day 11
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Dear diary
Today the tightness is too much to bear, what's happening to me just doesn't seem fair. I don't get a choice, I don't have a say, surely there must be another way. As the light approaches the voices grow loud this pain in my head is beginning to pound. I think there is something attached to my head, just a little more the doctor said.
Day 12
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Dear diary
I guess I now know my terrible fate as the doctor pulls me out and places me on a cold metal plate. All I can think is 'why mommy why, please don't leave me here alone to die'.
Day 13
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Dear diary
I got a glimpse of my mommy as I take my last breath and I slowly give in to my inevitable death.........
By ForeverSombre
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