UR SO CALLED LUV...
WRITTEN OFF HEAD IN 15MINS...and its more of a story turned into a rhyming ting...dnt watch dat..lol
ur luv was fake, ur heart was black and all
u did was take da piss.
take da piss outta ma luv and all my luv i had 4 u.
we strtd off beautiully and it ended hurtfully.
i never fort it wudda ended dat way.
we were2getha, 2getha as one,
u bort me a ring to promise,
cos u sed we were one.
a promise dat ud never, ever,
ever break my heart but ofcourse dats not wat happned,
instead ur TORE it apart.
u tore it apart by cheatin on my cousin.
cheatin on my cousin was da worse u cud do,
as id fort id never eva see dis 4rm u.
u sed it was a mistake and dat u were tru,
but i knew it was jus one of ur stupid sorries.
da stupid sorry dat wen u hit me ud sed ud never touch me again,
until one day i jus gave in.
gave in and built my strength to turn bak on u,
gave and and built my strenght so u cud let me in.
i 4gave wat u did and went bak to u,
for as they say if u kno its tru luv
tru luv always deserves another chance.
but as we were 2getha da trust jus wasnt dar,
u sed u didnt want it as u'l build it bak there.
it was sooner than i thought until u did it again...
but dis tym it was 10x worse dan it was b4.
ud got a 14yr old gurl pregnant and bin seein her behind my bak
and u were to bcum a father, a father dat lacks.
lacks in trust, honesty, education and luv.
but wat i had suggested was enuff was enuff.
evrynyt da song dat played was rain on me.
but all i cud see was da truth and me...
da truth was dat i was weak and u had gotten to me.
but as i prayed to God, i prayed dat he wud fix me, f
ix my heart as if it were a broken toy.
a broken toy dat was shatterd by 'U',
but wat i noticed was dat u were a buga-boo...
u were a lazy old retarded fool,
who fort dat if u played me id keep hold of u.
ur were a scrub and a f--kin c-nt
and u turned out jus lyk ur father.
dis were da words i sed to u,
not 4gettin da way i stood up to u and punched u one,
smashed ur decks and walked out dat door.
cos i kno i dnt need u anymore.
im stonger dan ever bcoz im betta dan u..
betta dan u in mind, body and soul.
but wat hurts me most and wat i realise now,
was dat u were a stupid fool,
but u cudnt see dat i played u too...
played u 2wards da end cos i knew dat ud never ever mend.
mend if u found out, mend if u knew.
but wat i didnt realise was dat i DID luv u.
but dats all gone, dats all lost cos now dis gyal has betta trust...
gone 4 ever,
walked out dat door
da only one thing i wish for is to never see
dat broke-down tired ass face of urs no more...
IT AINT DEDICATED TO NO ONE...ITS ABOUT SUM1. if ur my frends den u shud kno who i am but to others i'l leave da initials...
C.A.J (balck background to represent his black-cold hearted heart)
By chante42
© 2004 chante42
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