My Youth Group
I'm quite unhappy, and yet I don't know why.
I am so not happy, right now I wish I'd die.
I knew it wouldn't last, why'd I even try?
My only friends have left me, forgotten and
un-loved. They don't realize how much they
hurt me, these godly ones form above.
My youth group isn't mine, I trust them not.
In denyal I once fought to save my sanity,
theses dreams of mine I'll never see. It's
know and now I see, who it was ment to be.
Those I once called my friends, now leave me
cold and broken. All because of the words that
I dare not have spoken. Secrets I have kept,
silent tears I wept, I know its true, so why
be blue when my youth has left me lost?
I don't know, what I should do. Depressively
cry is all I do. I don't see why it hurts so much,
Secretly I always suspected such. I've lost my
last hope in friends, because my secrecty betrayed
me in the end. How do you tell What friendship is?
When it never fails To end like this? I make a friend
I learn to care I give them all My love I do share.
Now I know, and I can see, I am not blind, this has to be.
So now I cut my ties form them, the friendship once a gem.
No longer ot be appart of me theses friends of mine I froget
thee. All they do is cause me pain, when they run away and
don't explain.
By Dragon_Lady
© 2006 Dragon_Lady
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